wad a start !

i will remember the teacher who told me one thing
" can u pls pronounciate ur words"
i told him it wasnt my fault but the mic's
but he said its the speaker and not the mic fault...
i proved him darn wrong cos i swopped mic..
and my partner had the same problem..
so guess wad... its " ER XIN"...
and thank u cos u pissed me off and i had overcomed my fear...


anyway... have been gambling throughout the new yr..
be it mahjong, in between or blackjack..
have not won once...
so those who wanna win money come gamble with me...
cos im realli down on my luck....

and... my close frens are having dis game...
where we each have to find someone to have dinner 2gether during VDAY...
of course as a group... but still... i have no one in mind... and i dun think anyone wants...
so whoever wants free meal on dat day... msg or call me!

untitled...

the cycle continues,
sch hardly amuse...
p.e had us run and burn our fats,
the day just passed like dat...

i had swimming after school...
i forgot how to throw the safety rope,
and hell i was so screwed...
i swam like a toad...

the night ends with homework,
my eyes feels very heavy...
i wont wanna be berserk...
so thy shall not do any 2day.. steady!

im damn pissed !

F urious
A ggressive
R esentful
K ick some arse...
!!!

hell yesh dats wad im feeling now... so dun touch me!

i see the light....

so the 1st rehearsal for the CNY concert was held ytd... i missed canoe's orientation for J1s.. i missed Drama...

the CNY script had last min changes n i thot i realli screwed up at some points.. now i realli wonder whether i made the right decision by taking up dis role or notz... i fumble n fumble.. i need more chemistry with eileen... and damn.. the script has to have more chinese conversations.. which means im so gonna be dead... cos my chinese practically sux.. was dead beat as i left sch onli at 9 plus...

and dis morning i had to say an announcement.. its the first in my entire jc years.. at first i was pretty tense.. but once i got up it was alritez... i thot i n eileen didnt quite screw the announcements up.. but to think dat a gp teacher chiong to us after dat to tell eileen dat her grammar sux... my gawd... dat was one of the worst way to start a day.. im stressed the whole week... im lagging behind my studies... alot... i need to reflect on myself.. i need time myself...

im high on drugs!!!

ahahaz... i didnt know that running 4.8km during P.E lessons could be so high!!!
i was so afresh for the whole day... like on designer drugs...
anyhow, darn... im starting to get used to changing from my swimming trunks to clothes outside cubicles under the watchful eyes of several ah peks.. ahahaz...

another sad ending....

its been raining for several days...
somehow, i love the rain when i look outside my window..
its suits my mood...
im feeling sad...

i feel sad for a close fren of mine...
life, or rather relationships are complex things
she regretted wad she did...
well she did wad i had done b4...
she walked the same route dat i walked...
all she needs is a 2nd chance...
but somehow she doesnt get dat chance...
i know sometimes its hard to pretend dat it nv happen b4
its difficult to let everything go
but life has to go on...
dun cry anymore... sorri i cant cry with u
cos my tears have dried since a yr ago
u have done your best to reciprocate and patch things up
we are proud of u...
i hope u walked out of ur misery...
cos i've experienced it b4... much worst den yours..
i owaes tell my frens to cherish their other half...
cos sometimes u will take things for granted
and u nv know dat actually the one nxt to u is the one u yearn for
so if anyone needs advice.. find me..
not dat im an expert or anithing
cos i have a sad story of myself to share..
n prob, u wld have 2nd thots of breaking up with ur bf/gf...

shagged...

DARN MY STAMINA DROPPED AND I RUN LIKE A TORTOISE!!!
IM 1/2 KG HEAVIER!!! AHHH.. I HAD BETTER START TRAINING UP..